Dare to Live Useless risk-taking
The fight with shades on the wall
Useless reasons
Digging deep in the hole How do you dare to breathe, to move? Shouldn’t we really
Start all over again
Expressing the sadness
And extreme loneliness How do you dare to breathe, to move? Life is so doubtful
At its very root
The steps are unsteady
How do you dare to move? Useless risk-taking The fight with shades on the wall
Useless reasons
Digging deep in the hole How do you dare to breathe, to move? Shouldn’t we really
Start all over again
Expressing the sadness
And extreme loneliness How do you dare to breathe, to move? Life is so doubtful! Disagreement Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
knowing too many words to stay
The insane fear of lonely nights Holding tight to my chilly hands
not to decline or disappear
something in your eyes keeps saying
I will never live again Why should I keep trying
Taking pain which is not mine
why should I deserve
To desert myself from life Hating the heart which is inside of me
Breathing the gas that is burning my dying brain
Feeling the pain which is distorting my face
What have I done to let them make me pray for the end? Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
knowing too many words to stay
having so much life - to lose Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
Knowing too many words to stay
The Insane fear of lonely nights Holding tight to my chilly hands
Not to decline or disappear
Something in your eyes keeps saying
I will never live again Why should I keep trying
Taking pain which is not mine
Why should I deserve
To desert myself from life Hating the heart which is inside of me
Breathing the gas that is burning my dying brain
Feeling the pain which is distorting my face
What have I done to let them make me pray for the end? Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
knowing too many words to stay
having so much life Hunt Seeking the idol that could Cure my wounds
Trembling and in fear of not To obsessed by hunt What if I find you -
The reason not to stay?
Nor any reason
To not be back again I’ve climbed
In the cave.
Storm in the brain,
Weakened by thoughts
To pass
The braining of storm,
Just playing with lives -
Unpaid and uneasy What if I destroy you -
I won’t be much confused
Not a crime, no disapproval
To do it all again Destroyed
In a flash,
Forgotten in play
But wishing to breathe
Some air,
To twirl it inside -
The storm in my lungs
Unbraced and unarmed. What if I hide you -
Conceal you from the play?
Nor any reason
To be the bait again. The Hunt
In my head -
Altar of thoughts,
Covered by dust.
No need
To sense a hole
And to come out
Unacted unseen. What
If I could
Abandon all thoughts
Of having some sense
Of life?
Abandon all hope
For storm in my brain -
Unbounded, unasked? What if I find you -
The reason not to stay?
Nor any reason
To not be back again. APPLE I’d have known
With every touch I feel
Inside
I would never know
How far
We’ve gone
With every word we said I felt happy
I felt lovely
I walked so quickly
I died so unexpectedly Compiling the people
Who’d cry
When you’ll die | 
